When everything is right!
It’s been more than eight months everything has changed I used to be very regular in writing, but then things go south, and I end up stuck with my thoughts and illusions, everything was good when I was positive but as it always happens to people when you are happy and satisfied with your life something bad happens, same happens to me.
When I started writing I start it for myself, All I wished is to get read by few people, and nothing more I have expected. But when I continued and started to write something bad happen which killed the sparkle in me to write, and I fall into the pit of darkness, I was about to come back and come to light, then again something terrible happen, which break me into pieces, when back to back two incidence happen in life you could not say when will your life come back on track, same happen to me.
When you fall into Darkness!
I thought this is it. Everything would come back to normal, but it doesn’t happen. As the old saying is like when life starts to bang you, it bangs you hard, and again I fall, this time it won’t affect much because somewhere I felt like someone pushed me in that pit, where I was already in, so I was not affected by injury but get affected by intention of people.
But you come back into the light.
Deep inside my heart, I was wanted hard to write, but I could not gather the courage to write down, because I am an emotional guy, if I would write something, I would write my emotions first. And I was not strong enough to write down my emotions, so I focused on my work, I worked hard, but these freelancing works can take the hell out of you because you have to give quality with a limited period.
I get many jobs offers for a full-time content writer, but I was not in the state of mind to be available from 9 am to 5 pm, so I chose to continue freelancing, I meet many people like me, who is same passionate about writing as I am when I told them I am not able to write what want to, they said give it time and one day you yourself wake up at night and start to write, it happened to everyone we call it break down, and once you over with it, you will find yourself level up and confident, and it worked beautifully the way they said.
Today I am writing this blog, and I am writing it with a flaw, and my fingers are excited they are typing fast, I can’t tell you how happy I am feeling right now while typing these, and taking all out what I was carrying for months, I felt like years passed I have not written my heart out, ‘what I feel, what I see, what I observe’. Yes, these are officially my lines copyrighted (ha-ha).
That’s really good ritesh 🤩
Keep continuing your good work and hope you will be successful with all your hardwork and passion ❤
Indeed it’s so beautifully scripted and the flow of the content has took me to another level than my thoughts.:)